time goes by so slowly

When that song was written, there was no high speed internet. No instant around the world connections. No dual processor speed computers. No yesterday to have something done.

When I get an assignment, I have to jump on it. To create instantly or forget about it, always in the face of the other competitor who needs no sleep as opposed to my six hours a night. And still, I fall behind.

So today I am waiting to figure out how to get it all done in a day. Surely it's not because I blog too much (lol) or because I wank or read or play too much.

I'm also waiting for my most recent job pursuit to pay off. So far I've made $75. I have worked about 80 hours at it this month. Now that I'm doing the math I'm likely to cry again. Especially as I watch my fabulous colleagues rake in the dough. I'm holding nothing against anyone, but I really wish there was something specific to blame.

Le sigh.

Waiting to get better

Either Im waiting for life or waiting to get back to it.

Today I'm sick with a cold that's been going around the city. Fucking virus-ridden NYC. It's 'only' been four days, but I am good and ready to be healthy again.

So today I'm waiting for health.